boom

( rick ross - cigar music playing)

What to do ( taps mouse pad )
I have sooo much to say silently
This is not a poem


I exploded.
Am I wrong
I mean for exploding
Maybe the way I did it
But is there a right way to explode


(sighs ,, long sighs)
Before I placed my signature for love on the dotted line
I read over the fine print :

“ YOU AGREE TO THE TERMS AND POLICY OF LOVE. NOT ALL CRACKED TO BE AS IN MOVIES NOR IS IT EASY TO MAINTAIN A STEADY LOVE FLAME. MAY CAUSE SEVERE STRESSING( such as arguing, no sleep, lost of hunger etc. . ) OR DEATH.”

I was ready
I actually read it over a few times
Did you ?
Did you just rush
Did you not think it could happen
Or did you do think like most and assume you could handle love extremes without thinking it over?
Tell me



Respect
Selfless
Communication
Compromise
Loyal
Time
Intimacy
Honestly


If I could be perfect for you I wouldn’t
Because I wouldn’t grow with you
I couldn’t learn what your love has to teach me


I exploded.
From trying to respect you
Literally
I wouldn’t say bite my tongue
Filter out the hurtful words I only knew from the previous
Because
I
Care
But
I
Exploded



Change my mouth’s lifestyle
For you
My mind’s lifestyle
For you
On my own

Because I love you
Its respect

My compromise to you
Comes my heart being loyal to you
Comes from my mind respecting you
And my mouth wanting to communicate right

But if you shake a soda can
And open it
It is wrong for it to explode
Or are you wrong for shaking it


But what is wrong when you high(in love not in your right mind)

I exploded
If I could be perfect for you I wouldn’t
Because I wouldn’t grow with you
I couldn’t learn what your love has to teach me
I exploded . . .



This is not a poem
This is not a poem
I just exploded
My heart exploded. .

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